Wishin and Wondering

Do you ever wonder about the people in your past that you aren't in touch with anymore?
I like to think that they liked me.
I know that I was a stupid immature girl most of the time.
I know that I was painfully shy and that was my downfall.
I thought that no one liked me... but in reality I think that I didn't like myself in turn
making people think that I didn't like them.
I know it's confusing but I regret it.
I wish I could go back and be myself.
I wish and wonder and hope.
That the people I met are doing good and that their lives are good whether or not they remember that shy girl that didn't ever speak up.