I know that I talk about RJ a lot on my blog. I know sometimes that it is overwhelmingly mushy.
However, RJ and I are actually pretty low key independent people. And as with any relationship we have ups and downs. Sometimes RJ drives me absolutely insane. There's days that I want to hurl everything in my reach at him and not feel one ounce of remorse. There's days that he thinks I am crazy and irrational.
But every night as we sleep next to each other I forget all of the things that I was mad about and can't help but think of all the things that RJ does for me and how he makes me feel.
I love knowing that RJ is behind anything I do 100%. He will listen to me daydream, he'll listen to me rant, and then listen to me cry. He takes it when I'm selfish and he kisses me every time he walks into the door.
I don't have to look far when I need encouragement or motivation. He's always right there, telling me that I can do whatever I set my mind to.
I never want to live a day not knowing that he loves me. I want him by my side forever.
Seeing RJ happy makes me so happy that I can't even explain it. I love knowing that he is content and happy and feeling good about life. I am always worried that I'm not doing enough for him or that he's feeling stressed and I have talked too much and he hasn't gotten the chance to vent his feelings.
Which is why I get the best feeling when I hear him out in the garage, rattling and banging his truck and fixing things.
Then he comes into the house, hands black and a grin spread across his entire face.
There's no better feeling that I can think of.
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